2008年2月18日星期一

17 weeks - feels like a start

I am 17 wks into pregnancy now. Wow...still got much of a journey to go through. Gradually, my appetite comes back a bit and waist line continuously grows. I am eager for the next phase, I am keen to carrying a bigger bump, I can't wait for the next scan and for the day I finally meet with my little one face to face.

Is it going to be like his father more or like me more? I'd love it having dad's eyes, so cute! I am not sure I am actually ready for a mum's life or not? I hope Lord will prepare me gradually as the way He prepares me to carry the baby.

I miss home sometimes, more often than I did before. I miss the food, the atomasphere. I am not sure should I were there, whether things would get better or more complicated. But I do miss home. Qiuqiu hold me in his arms and said to me that he is my home. It's so true. Pregancy makes our small family more feel like a bounded home than ever. I pray that I can be a strong and lovely mum, a beautiful and cute wife who can love and enjoy being loved. Heavenly Father, I know you will answer this prayer.

2008年2月1日星期五

小家伙

好久没上博了...
还是没有厌倦那蒙着雨水的界面...是啊,英国哪儿少的了雨呢?下雨的天躲在屋里,心中窃喜...

有谁想到一转眼我也是快做妈妈的人了呢?肚子里的小家伙感觉像一条小鱼,一只小狗会慢慢变大,最后不耐烦的时候就钻了出来. 15个周了,像桔子那么大了呢. 在妈妈的肚子里怎么成长的呢? 这是个奥秘,只有神晓得. 不知道是男生还是女生呢?女生的话可爱的衣服裙子好多呀!是男生的话很快就可以和我们一起爬山徒步了吧.

我不想为孩子规划它的未来,但求它有生的日子不停地寻求神,信靠神.知道已被拣选,已被更新.只等它明了的日子,呼喊一声阿爸父, 就明白爱的真谛.