2008年2月18日星期一

17 weeks - feels like a start

I am 17 wks into pregnancy now. Wow...still got much of a journey to go through. Gradually, my appetite comes back a bit and waist line continuously grows. I am eager for the next phase, I am keen to carrying a bigger bump, I can't wait for the next scan and for the day I finally meet with my little one face to face.

Is it going to be like his father more or like me more? I'd love it having dad's eyes, so cute! I am not sure I am actually ready for a mum's life or not? I hope Lord will prepare me gradually as the way He prepares me to carry the baby.

I miss home sometimes, more often than I did before. I miss the food, the atomasphere. I am not sure should I were there, whether things would get better or more complicated. But I do miss home. Qiuqiu hold me in his arms and said to me that he is my home. It's so true. Pregancy makes our small family more feel like a bounded home than ever. I pray that I can be a strong and lovely mum, a beautiful and cute wife who can love and enjoy being loved. Heavenly Father, I know you will answer this prayer.